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I am a 30 year woman that really knows that I am blessed, I am the Older sister of DeZtny also a member of PrayAbout. My Mother died this past May of Colon Cancer, two years prior in May my Girlfriend died of Brain Cancer. I have tried to move on the best way that I know how because I know there's no getting over either of them just getting through what has happened. I am so grateful that my Mother instilled in us the importance of gratitude. I try not to focus on what I no longer have but on what I do have. I sometimes feel that Im broken beyond repair but I know that sunshine has to come after all this rain. The hurt that I feel is overwhelming and I truly dont know what to do with it. There is this void that I know cant be filled by anything or anyone. I know that I must go on if not for myself for others around me that I know look to me for guidance. I know that I cant do anything on my own but only through Christ who strengthens me.
I ask that everyone pray that I get a true understanding behind the death of My Dear Mother and Girlfriend who both died of cancer. I have prepared myself as far as not getting over these tragedies that have occured in my life but if I ... more >>