About Me:

im not very religious but recently i have been needing to pray and want to know more about god and the bible.. my boyfriend is muslim and i am christian. it is a confusing time for me as he is expected to get married in a year and we are a in a serious relationship. i want to pray for my family and that we will finally get through all the tough times we have been though and also want to pray that my great grandma and my uncle alan and roger are ok in heaven and that they know that i miss them especially my great grandma who i was close to and that i miss her very much. i want to pray that god will do the right thing for me and my bofriend and whether or not it is the right thing we get married that god will be there and guide me for what to do and that he can help to make me make the right decisions and things happen without doing love becuase i know he cant make some-one fall in love with you. but i honestly belive my boyfriend and i arein love and i do want to spend the rest of my life with him but i need god's help to show that to others and for families to accept know matter what colour race or religion we should be together. i pray for god to help the girl maddeline who has gone missing and that she will return home safely.. i am a loving person and i only want to see the best in people but sometimes things get in the way for you to see that. ive never used one of these things before and i guess for a long time i didnt have any belief in god becuase i was going through a tough years with family problems and i didnt belive god was real becuase he didnt help me and i thought if god was meant to help he would of helped me through the tough times but i do belive in god and for a long time i guess i was just scared to belive. please can you help me?