About Me:

I pray that God will be with my ex-fience and best friend. That God will be in his heart, guide, direct & fill him with happiness that he deserves. He ended our relationship on Dec. 27 2007. I too pray that God will allow us another chance, allow me another chance to make things right. I pray that God will allow my ex-fience to forgive me for letting the stress I had been going through take over me at such an important and crucial time in our relationship. I was very stressed & was very distant because of the career stress I had been going through. I am so sorry for putting my ex-fience through this. I never, ever meant to hurt him & I handled things wrong. I acted before thinking in many cases & that was wrong. I love this man with all my heart & soul. He is my love & my best friend. We both had been going through some tough & stressful times with our careers, right after getting engaged, as well as several other huge stresses that were placed on us immediately after getting engaged. I allowed my own stress to get the best of me & take focus away from him, us & our relationship & I am so sorry for doing so. I also unfortunately went overboard with trying to make things perfect in the home by cooking, cleaning & buying suprises for him that I really was not focusing in on the most important core, "us". We have/had a remarkable relationship & friendship & there were many outside factors that were having an impact on us recently that I let get the best of us & I am so sorry. In addition during this time I did not fully open up my feelings to my ex-fience because I knew he had his own trials going on with his career & some family things. I didn't want to burden him but now realize that by keeping my feelings inside I burdened us. I pray that God allow me & us to put what I/we have learned back into this relationship. I love my ex-fience with all my heart & soul. No matter what God decides to do or take us I do pray for all the best for my ex-fience & best friend. I wish him well in his life, family, friends, relationships & career. I also pray that God keep him & his loved ones safe & happy. I of coarse pray that God will grant us another chance to be in a solid, strong, committed, relationship centered with God in our lives. That God will remind us to always put our trust in him & to not fear anything in our lives & that God will get us through it all. Please be with my ex-fience as well as with me & I pray to let him forgive me for allowing stress to take over in my life & not just letting go & letting/trusting God take care of all. I pray that he realizes that I do love him with my all & that I wish him every happiness today & always. Thank you for your prayers. Amen