About Me:

I am going through an enormously depressing time. I left a job in July (2007) thinking the job I had applied for I really was going to get. That didn't happen, and I've been putting in resumes daily, going to interviews, (very few because hardly anyone even calls) and I had to take a job 20 hours a week $8.00. Now I know that's something, I know there are others in the world much worse off, and I appreciate I have something at all...but I have rent 1,000 to pay, and the normal electric, car insurance and food bills. My son who is 20 lives with me (infrequently) and does help here and there, but has his own things to take care of. I have one week to come up with the rent, so far I dipped into my life insurance to get at least 300.00. (my son may help with something) I have wanted to move back to PA where I was raised for 5 years now, but the opportunity (financially able to get there and find a place to live etc) has not arisen. I pray every single day, and I feel deep down there is a sign for me to go, but then something happens and I stay. (financially I have nothing) I need my faith to be a bigger part of my everyday life. I have tons of faith, brought up by a religious family and I believe tremendously in God and his powers. But I'm scared right now and don't know what to do. I keep trudging on but it's very discouraging. I have experience from 30+ years of admin work, legal work, and healthcare. I just need to be remembered in a prayer group or something like that. Thank you for any help you can give. I watch you Sundays on TV and it brings me up 100%. God Bless, Sue